IamNikki

I scream in my head, so you can’t hear.

growing. it’s in me.  it’s becoming me.  and I cannot stop it.  And I am full of lies and love  and deceit and despair and the kindest thoughts you could ever hear. Overflowing with whimsy and smiles and something so vile… I’m enchanted.    But I will be no more if I don’t stop it.  I will grow mundane. And dull.  And you won’t care at all.  I must stop it.  I won’t sit in this box I won’t idle and wait I won’t watch the clock. I will stop it.  

Lately, you remind me more of me than me.  

You all say it’s love, but you’re only lying to yourselves.